Monday, October 20, 2014
Hey
.......Hey Elijah. I just finished watching "Fury." It wasn't a bad movie. I never thought that random marathon runner at another gym had a share with Brad Pitt. I thought he was a senator for A-Rod. lol hahhahaaha. Random crazy funny. Where did we leave off? I never finished watching the "Wilfred," series for my own personally offended reasons. A comment that I don't completely remember online and a hockey game where I pass out. I know it had something to do with my nakedness being somehow sold out but maybe we were just all in a room together where I really had only a few eyes but big eyes watching me...hmph... It doesn't matter as much now that I'm a stripper does it? It matters to you. ... ..... I don't see myself as dying in vain. I see myself in another history and in another time. When people there ask me why I have my job; I usually just say I have several reasons and leave it at that..... Nazi? Vietnam. Vietnam Elijah, Vietnam. Syrian Muslim? I do get offended when asked. Agnostic Christian. Of course the other talk that you and others have probably been waiting for, and a talk that I refuse to fear. The issue of bisexuality. I know I've run over a lot of women for their lies and arrogance when it comes to that. I am still running over Erin. With Emma, I am not running over her. I saw it all as a shared heart break. Of course I never completely identified myself in her and know there was more than a father-daughter relationship with me and Jon. I do not want or plan on going there with Jon. I could never see myself in a serious relationship with another woman. I have always wanted a man and will always want to be in a relationship with a man. I really did have friends at one time. I know I'm better off alone anymore because of the way people lie and think they deserve to have control or own someone. I know I'm still being terrorized over the control issue now as I type this, and I will keep murdering people in the head for thinking it is their right to subject me to their self and I get so upset myself sometimes when people do not back down and I feel I am being forced to murder for my own rightful defense. It really is good to know when you're right in your motive, but I understand the heartbreak when someone just doesn't want to give up or back down. I hate being forced to hate or to even have been forced to say the things I've already said because people just won't understand how seriously and sickly wrong they are. I hate how many times I've visualized myself beating a person to death. I will never forgive Jon for the sick rapist juggernaut he has always been. I hate his sick unsorry ass with a passion and could even visualize myself beating the shit out of his rapist Jabba the Hut pig ass. ........ Elijah, I really don't know what your personal WWII is. I am apparently some sort of antagonist being that I'm a "German Nazi". .... I am apparently "dead" in some sort of way too. "Small talks,"? Did you compose or write the lyrics? Sometimes I can go all out on that song, but I don't like to do it often. I can be a cheesy nut. I'm not sure what is completely going on, on your end. I don't know what you want right now. I have you back on my Twitter for the time. I guessed you on my radar but identities and credits can get confusing. As I've previously stated, sometimes it takes awhile for me to be convinced of something. Other than having a brief period of time with you in some way, I don't know if there is more to know about you...
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